2nd July 2009
My name is Parag and my wife’s name is Prakriti. We live in Thane and I am in service in a private company enjoying a decent salary. We are from Gujarati background but having settled in Mumbai from the time of several generations back so we are proper mumbaikars. Prakriti is younger to me by 8 yrs and I am 36 yrs of age and she is 28 yrs of age. We had got married 5 yrs back when she was 23 yrs of age. She has completed her graduation in arts stream. She is very pretty with an excellent figure of about 36”-26”-32” (which I had found out when the tailor had come home to take her measurements for some new clothes she had wanted). Her breasts are very big, being double-d cup. I am giving this as introduction to us both. My office hours are very long and because we live in faraway Thane and my office is near Churchgate station I have to leave the house quite early by 8am and can only get back home by about 9 or 10 pm. It sometimes takes even 2 hours in the train. We have no children.
Since past about 3 yrs Prakriti has been having many affairs. I am very depressed and upset. I have not had courage to confront her because I am very afraid of family scandal and trouble that will happen if it comes out so I have allowed it to continue. I have not been able to confide this in anyone because I am so ashamed. I have been therefore searching for help on the internet and praying that maybe I will be able to find some help or guidance as to how I can get out of this problem and so I had joined this group after taking a nickname that I had made up after reading some things about cuckolding on the internet.
I do not want to divorce Prakriti because I love her very much and I think she also has good feelings for me. We do not have big fights or anything and when we are together we are very happy especially when we go out on an outing or at a family or social function or gathering. But I think I have never been able to satisfy her sex need from Day 1. I am not very athletic and quite short and I have not done any real physical training or gymming or sports activity. I am not fat or overweight but I do not have a hard body or good muscles. My penis is also on the small side and only approx 3-1/2” maximum. Because of this I have never been able to penetrate Prakriti in doggiestyle position even though we have tried many times. Even in missionary position I can tell that it is not good for her. So the only position we are able to use is of her sitting on top and even in that position she has to rub her pussy and clitoris hard to have her orgasm. I am also not able to control myself for very long so if she takes my cock in her mouth I cannot control and either I will come or will have to beg her to stop. She has never taken my cum in her mouth but sometimes has taken it on her breasts only. I also cannot hold back for more than 1-2 minutes maximum when she sits on top of me with my cock in her cunt and my cumming happens very quickly so many times she has not had any orgasm at all with me because immediately upon cumming I lose my erection completely. One or two times I have even lost control simply while licking her pussy or when I have felt her jerking my cock or right at the beginning of a blow job she is giving me before even she has taken it fully. I have tried some exercises for more control but it seems it is of no use. So usually our sex is finished in a few minutes after some kissing and me sucking on her breasts and then maybe licking her pussy with my tongue which she seems to like a lot but which I cannot do for very long also because I find it very arousing and as I had mentioned sometimes I will just cum on my own just by doing that. So immeidatly after that she will quickly give me a very short blowjob and then sit on top and it will be over.
Now I have read all what Mixo has written on this group and also the beautiful episode written by Sonubhabhi and also the views of Jayant and Rohan who are bulls. But nobody has written from the cuck point of view and hence I am writing this to seek ur help and assistance in solving my problem and helping me in this situation. I will have to explain my own feelings so for the past some days I am trying to put down my thoughts and feelings so that u can get some understanding of my problem.
I had first found out about Prakriti commiting adultery and cheating on me by accident. I had been feeling sick one day and had a bad headache and was feeling a fever and cold. So I had requested for permission to leave early from work a little before lunch time and had come home. Prakriti had not expected me. I had opened the door of the house and gone in.
Our place in those days had been very small, only a 1 BHK and we had put a sliding partition between the bedroom and hall so that when there had been guests we had been able to open the same and have more space. Our bed had been only a sofa-cum-bed and when we had been alone it had been our bed but when there had been guests we had been making it into a sofa so the whole house had been only a big hall and kitchen.
When I had come in the partition was a little open. I had heard sounds immediately and was able to peep in. What I had seen had given me the shock of my life!
My wife had been on her hands and knees and a man with a very good physque had been kneeling behind her and fucking her from behind!
I had been able to see them without being seen because their bodies were turned away from me so I could see them from behind and one side.
My wife was fully naked and her body was jerking and rocking and her breasts were bouncing like anything. The man was thrusting his cock in and out of her cunt. From her words and her voice I had been able to make out that she was loving it.
I did not know this man but from her words I had learned that he was by name Sudhesh and that he and she had been batchmates at her college.
She had moaned and begged him to keep fucking her and also had said that she was loving the fucking he was giving to her. He had laughed and had told her it was sad that her hubby could not satisfy her and he had also asked if she had confessed to her hubby what all she had done during her college days and about all the guys who had enjoyed her body.
This was the first time I had learned of her past and I was shocked and very upset. I had felt like I had been slapped in my face or punched in my stomach. I had not been able to breathe properly at seeing and hearing all such things. But at one and the same time I had also felt very aroused and excited also and this had made me very upset and ashamed of myself. I had wanted to run away from that place but I had not been able to move and it had felt like my feet had become tied to the ground. I was also not able to hide my eyes.
I had found it very sexy to see and hear her shameless behaviour with another man. I was able to make out that she was having great enjoyment of his fucking because she was moaning and saying words which I had never heard from her own lips even once and I had not known that she was knowing these words or would be ready to say such dirty and sexy things to a man.
Sudhesh had fucked her in that position for a long time and I had become very jealous of his because his body was excellent and it seemed like he also had a very big cock and he was able to keep fucking her for a long time without cumming which also she was enjoying very greatly.
After a long time of such fucking they had taken up another position and he had lied down on his back on the bed and she had sucked his cock by kneeling on bed and bending her head towards his groin part. From the side I had now been able to make out that his cock was in fact very big and long and thick and I had heard her moaning while she had sucked his cock. He had allowed her to do so for a long time while grunting like an animal and calling her all filthy sexy names in Hindi which she had not minded or objected.
After a long time of her cock sucking he had cum and I had watched it happening and was shocked to see her taking his cum on her face and in her mouth and even swallowing it. He had laughed at her and said it was like old times becuse he was knowing how much she had liked to drink a man’s hot fresh cum!
I had fled from the scene and gone to a nearby hotel where I had spent the rest of the afternoon just drinking coffee and thinking of what all I had seen. I had found that I had cum in my underpants and this had made me feel very very ashamed of myself. I had realized that I was not worhty of Prakriti whom I still felt strong love for. Finally I had gone home as per my usual time and she had welcomed me as if nothing had happened and we had never mentioned the same because I had no courage to do so.
But now I had found out and I could not control my desire to know more and find out what all she was doing. What all I had seen I was not able to get out of my mind and I had kept wondering all the time even when at work or on the train if she is with someone and what is she doing with him.
I had begun to get great fantasies of her with another man and with more than one man at one and the same time. I was not able to control all such thoughts even though I was very ashamed of the same and of my fantasies also. I had an urge to find out more about her and so I could not help myself and had started spying on her as much as I could. Sometimes I started taking half-day from work and coming home.
2-3 times after that first time I had done so and each time I had seen her with a man. I had found out that Sudhesh was only one such and that she was having sex with other men about 5-6 in number also but was not exclusive to any one man. I was not knowing any of these men as they were not from our friend circle or family or the society. But all were quite young men and were not like me because they had good bodies and big cocks.
But my biggest shock was when I had seen her fucking with the young servant who is coming to do the house cleaning. He is by name Vijay and he is working even today part time in our house. He is of about her own age. I had seen them fucking one afternoon and had seen how she had opened her legs for him after sucking his cock for a good long time and how he had fucked her on her back on our bed.
In fact this time I had seen everything even when he had given her a long cunt-licking and finger fucking which had made her cry out very loudly in his name and she had thrashed about on the bed like she was out of control. She had kissed him also in a very sexy way by opening her mouth fully and he had also done the same and the naukar had put his tongue into my wife’s mouth like a lover while squeezing her breasts with his big hands. She had played with his cock for a long time with her hands and breasts and sucked him for very long and openly admited that she had loved his cock and had loved sucking it. They had talked in Hindi only saying all dirty filthy things and he had called her a whore also and she had only laughed and said she could be a whore because he was not paying her but she was paying him.
He had fucked her many times in different positions and also fucked her in her ass which I had never imagined she would permit from anyone! He had cum also in her mouth and another time inside her cunt.
Seeing her this way with a servant had made me even more aroused but also very asahmed and I was afraid of scandal. I was also not able to look at Vijay in the eye because of the humiliation and had felt he was mocking me behind my back knowing that he was a servant in my employment but at one and the same time he was daily putting his cock in my wife’s mouth and cunt and gaand.
I was angry that she had done so with him because he might tell all others and there would be a big scandal but somehow it had never happened which is by the grace of God.
I have narrated all above on the yahoo group of Cuck & Bull India because I had been very ashamed of myself and very jealous of all her lovers and I did not have the guts to face up to her. But I also had at one and the same time very shameful fantasies about her and I had been very aroused each time when I had spied on her and had been able to get a hard erection and have a heavy cum by just watching. It had been very sexy to watch her with some other man but also it had been making me very ashamed to hold up my head in society especially because she had been fucking at least one servant. I had not known of the way forward and I had not wanted to lose my beloved Prakriti because even in that time I had very strong feeling of love for her and she had always also been very kind and gentle to me and had not humiliated me to my face or even said no to having sex with me but every time she had been on top I had been wondering if she had been thinking of another man and I cannot help also thinking the same.
5th July 2009
I had got a reply and many suggestions from the members of the Yahoo group. I had been very much agitated and therefore I had upon coming home just taken Prakriti to one side and had poured out everything that had been in my head and in my heart. It had just happened with no planning. She is very tired because she had cried a lot almost the whole night. I also had cried a lot. It is still all very painful in my head so I will go now and write more later.
I do not know what this day will bring and if it will be more tears like the heavy rain that is now falling or maybe a little ray of light like you sometimes see from in between dark clouds and which makes you feel so good. I am praying for something postive.
7th July 2009
Yesterday and the whole day today had been very very intense for us both. She has kept on saying sorry and thousand times she has said she is ashamed and thousand times i have said she has nothing to be ashamed of. Last night it had all come tumbling out like a dam had been broken and you could not stop the rushing water. When she learned that I had found out all about her she had not got angry or anything but had just broken down. Again and agin she had begged forgiveness but she had misunderstood I think when I had said there was nothing to forgive so I had tried to explain that the same was nto because of anger but because I belive she has done nothing to be ashamed of but she does not still believe me.
Today I have tried to tell her how much I love her and respect her and also have said sorry for not being able to satisfy her from Day 1 but when I said these words she had broken down and cried like her heart was breaking so I had stopped and taken her in my arms only. I had never seen her crying in this way it was like someone had stabbed her in her soul. She had just hugged me tightly and had kept on crying.
It is raining like mad here and we have not been able to go out. She has been sleeping a lot and I have been sitting beside her and I have been very worried she will get a fever or something but she seems ok.
I had prepared some food for her at lunch which she had eaten. But she seems very sad and it is breaking my heart to see her in this way. There is no laughter and joy in her just now and I am praying that I have not done something so bad that she will have lost it.
Last night and again today afternoon she asked me to make love to her which I did. I was able to maintain erection for a good time and even fuckd her in 2-3 different positions and all through the fucking she had called my name with eyes closed. I was myself surprised at how I had been able to manage. She had looked very sexy.
Today afternoon she had begged me to fuck her in the ass lying on her back and it is the first time I had done so and then she had again begged me to cum inside her mouth which was also first time.
Afterwards she had burst into tears again and then begged me to just hold her closely in my arms and had so fallen deep asleep. I am letting her be and I am not talking anymore about the same just now. I am hopeful that it will be ok because it is now out in the full open between us and nothing is hidden any more which is for me liek a heavy weight lifting from my shoulders. I am only feeling deep concern for her wellbeing.
9th July 2009
From Friday evening onwards it had been very hard for us both with a lot of confessing and opening up and this had made us both very emotional. Both of us had cried a lot at different times but after yesterday evening it had become better and better.
Maybe it was because we had such excellent fucking two times before but after waking up late in the evening yesterday Prakriti was feeling much better. She had taken a long bath and had come out freshened wearing simple clothes without too much makeup but looking in my eyes totally beautiful so I could hardly take my eyes off from her. She had not said very much but had not left my side all that evening. When I had asked her if I should order some Chinese food from outside or maybe pizza she had agreed to pizza and we had sat and watched a tennis match on television together like normal.
She had sat very close to me and rested her head on my shoulder all throughout. Our conversation was normal and after some time became quite funny when she had asked me which player in the ladies final I had wanted to one and when I said one she had asked why. I had replied saying because the other one looks like an elephant. Prakriti had started laughing at that and then she had very gently kissed me on the mouth and then had put her arms around me and told me very softly that she loved me and would never leave me.
She had been wearing a shirt and a skirt and she had begun to open up my shirt and to kiss me and had also opened my pants. I had opened her shirt and found she had put on nothing under it and very soon we had begun fucking again on the sofa-cum-bed. I was surprised to find myself getting hard so soon because I had never been able to do so before in just a few hours. She had sucked my cock for quite some time and had then sat on top and put it inside her. I had been able to hold on for some time and she had moved slowly to prolong our pleasure. I had been able to see that she was genuinely enjoying.
While fucking only I had again confessed to her that I had found it sexy to see with another man. She had moaned loudly when I had said that so I had continued and told her that I was accepting that she needed to get proper sex from a man who was more skilled and had a bigger and better cock than me.
She had slowed down and asked if I truly did not mind and I had reassured her it was okay for her to do so. I had also asked for permission to see her in that way but she had said only she would consider the same but had made me promise that I should not spy on her any more and in exchange she would be completely open with me and tell me abnout her lovers and what all they had done and maybe after some time she would agree. We had then finished fucking and again she had taken my cum in her mouth and on her breasts and then sexily rubbed herself against me. We had then had a shower together and I had bathed her and she had bathed me and while doing so had kept fondling my cock. After going to bed with a lot of kissing and cuddling in the middle of the night I had become horny again and she had smiled her surprise and pleasure when I had aroused her and then fucked her.
This time all my tension had come out and I had fucked her as hard as I had been able and she had cried out loudly and begged me to hurt her by fucking her hard. I had also started calling her dirty names like whore and bitch and she had not stopped me but only moaned and also called me dirty names and had then made me lie on my back and had put her ass on my cock and taken it inside that hole where I had spilled my cum.
Afterwards she had again told me she loved me and made me say it also and made me promise I would never leave her.
Today morning we had woken up late and I had made chai for us which she had appeciated saying it had felt like being on a honeymoon. We have planned to go on a holiday for 2-3 days to a nearby hillstation soon just us both. All the time in the morning it was very peaceful and happy between us with a lot of conversation and she had also telephoned her mother and then my mother and had a good chat with them and learned all the family gossip as per usual.
Now she is having a bath and we are going to go out for a nice lunch somewhere to a good restaurant as she says she is very hungry after all the fucking I had given her and while saying these words she had even blushed!
I had not been able to believe it and had started laughing and she had pretended to be angry with me and sulking and had gently hit my arm but then I had taken her in my arms and we had kissed and she had bitten me on my neck where it is still hurting!
She had bitten my ear also and had promised to show me something special after lunch!
I am very surprised and relieved that it has so far been okay between us and has all become ok so fast but only because I had been honest with her which I think she has realized and appreciated. She also has been that way with me.
To be honest I am myself not sure if I really will enjoy watcing her with another man even though I have told her the same but I am having doubts about the same and also she is. But there is no pressure.
Earlier I had asked her when she will be with another man just to test her truthfulness and she did not say no or deny or anything but only that she had not planned and will think about it but just now she is happy to be only with me which I fully believe. In my eyes she is just now at her sexy best and I cannot stop thinking about what all fucking I want to give her. I have not had such exciting and erotic love feelings in a long time.
12/7/209
Today afternoon was like a miracle!!!!! We had some excellent lunch at a very classy 5-star hotel where the food was very tasty and also not very rich. We had both eaten quite in moderation and all throughout I had not been able to take my eyes from my wife because I can tell you she was looking absolutely gorgeous. She had worn very simple outfit of black designer jeans and a smart printed blouse like top which had been made of very soft material with buttons in front. She had left 2-3 buttons open and around her neck she had worn her gold necklace only. She had put on very little makeup being only kajal in her eyes which are large and lovely and she had made her hair into a simple pony. Her clothes were really smart and the blouse was soft and had formed to her body. I had thought every man in the restaurant would be looking only at her and of course we had got very good service from all the waiters and I had noticed how 2-3 men had nto been able to hide away their eyes.
Anyways we had a good relaxed lunch and afterwards we had come home and this time she had done such things I can hardly even describe them for you but I will try. Underneath her clothes she had put on a very sexy black bra and thong type panty. She had taken off her jeans and then had slowly taken off my clothes and after opening her blouse buttons had opened my pants and had then from her purse taken some spray and put it on my cock which I had later found out was called Climax. It had made my cock quite numb so I was able to continue for some long time.
She had sucked my cock for a good long time saying to me that she loved to suck a man’s cock. These words had aroused me and then she had begun teasing and tormenting me by saying that she had loved to suck a big cock and had started saying the names of all the men who had fucked her. I was really aroused at hearing her words which she had said in between her sucking of my cock.
After some time she had stopped and had gone into the kitchen and come back with some ice water in a glass. This was all the time in the hall only. She had taken ice in her mouth and sucked my cock again! I had never had suck cock sucking. She had begged me to fuck her mouth and so I had held her head and done so which also was my first time. After quite some long time during which I had been able to hold back because of the climax spray she had stopped and climbed on top of the dining table and laid down on her back on it!!!
There she had poured water on her breasts and which had made her blouse stick to her body like anything. I had been able to see her bra and nips from it. She had ordered me not to touch her or my own cock and had started to fondle herself in very sexy way by squeezing her breasts and then opening her legs and starting to masturbate with her one slim finger. Now I had been able to see that she had shaved her pussy fully today which had made me very excited because I had never seen her with a clean shaven pussy though she is usually very neat and keeps her pubic hair cut short. I had become very excited by her expression and her movements and she had then said to me how much she loved to be fucked by a handsome man with a good body and big cock and she had mnetioned by name the naukar and said he had fucked her so good and made her so happy with his big cock.
Then she had ordered me to go into the kitchen and bring for her one karela which she had said she had put in the fridge and then when I had given it to her while she was still lying on her back on our small table she had put it in her cunt and started to masturbate with the same saying it was like a cock and it was cock of this size only that could give her what pleasure she was craving every day.
Then while still in that position with both hands on the veggie moving it in and out of her cunt between her legs which were raised and shaking she had told me to put my cock in her mouth again and I had done so while she had continued to fuck herself with the veggie like that. After some time she had thrown it aside and ordered me to fuck her by saying to me to put my little cock in her cunt and to try and fuck her hard like a real man like her other lovers had been able to do.
Her words had made me mad and I had rammed my cock into her cunt by just pulling her panties to one side. All the while she had thrown taunts at me even while i was ramming as hard as possible into her cunt and making her breasts bounce heavily. She had cried out to fuck me harder and called me fucker and madarchod and bhadva and chutiya and gaandu and chhakka and hijda said all dirty sexy things to me which had made me see her in my minds eye like a whore and not my beloved wife. In fact she had also loudly said while gasping chul bhadva chodh mujhe, rundi ki tarah chodh, or fuck me like a whore!
After some time she had pushed me away and got off the table and standing up had bent down with her hands on the dining table chair and pushing her butt up and told me to shove it right in from behind which I had done and I had fucked her hard from behind by holding her hips and banging her very hard. The same climax spray was still keeping me from cumming and I had felt I could continue for longer time so I had gone on and called her a whore and a bitch and told her she must keep fucking all the men for her own happiness.
Then she had taken me to the bedroom and taken off her shirt and kept her bra and panties on but pulled down her bra to expose her breasts and after sucking my cock for some more time had put me on my back and tied up my hands with her shirt and tied the same to the top of the bed which has wooden bars and she had got on top and put my cock into her cunt and had begun to bounce heavily up and down while squeezing her breasts and all the time telling me she was thinking it was the naukar Vijay or her old college buddy Sudhesh and had also chanted the names of her other lovers and also describing how she loved to feel their cocks in her mouth and in her cunt and even in her ass.
When she was about to come she had shoved her boob into my mouth and called me fucker and told me to suck hard and had said how she would now be fucking all of them regularly and also maybe 2-3 of them at one and the same time because I could not satisfy her fully and also how she had done many times similar things in her college days even before marraige. All her truth had come tumbling out and she had a big orgasm and I had also finally lost control but after her so that she had once again taken my cock in her mouth and kept it there as I had cum so she had swallowed all my cum.
Immediately afterwards after she had untied my hands and we had lied in bed. I had after some time asked her softly about what all she had said to me but she had been shy and not answered but only mumbled that it was all nonsense because she was so aroused. After that we had slept then woken up and watched some TV and in the middle of the program she had said she was sleepy and gone to sleep. She is still sleeping and she had not worn any clothes but is sleeping fully nude.
I am again aroused by her but I will let her rest unless she will make the first move. Let us see what tomorrow shall bring. I am still hoping that we will go full cuck but at least our love is sure now and our sex life is better than ever before.
I had never dreamed I will have such sexy encounters with my own wife. It is too good to be true!!! From this desk I can see how pretty she is looking even while fast asleep with her golden colour skin and her pretty gold necklace shining on it and her big lovely breasts slowly rising and falling. I am now all the time getting hard just looking at her and I love her more than my life itself and I think she is also feeling the same way. God is on our side I am sure and after many months I am feeling happy and secure and confident.
14th July 2009
It was very hard to leave her today morning but I had to attend office. The night was very peaceful, we had one more fucking session but it was proper lovemaking and again I had used spray. It was very gentle but very good. I had cum inside her. Today morning she had woken up early and made me hot breakfast and while having it she had made me promise to join a gym and start regular exercising.
She had said she will get the address and rates from a good gym nearby our place but i had told her I will do so only if she will also join as couple membership. It will be good to get proper exercise and fitness maybe our fucking will get better. Today on the train I was thinking would she mind if I also was fucking some other lady on the side but I have not asked her. I am not so keen because with Prakriti I know she loves me but with any other women i will have to prove my sexual skill and with my body type and small cock size it may be humiliating for me.
16th July 2009
Yesterday evening when I had got home it was not so late as usual only about 7 pm. Prakriti had been at home and she looked fresh and lovely and had been wearing jeans and a simple loose tee with her hair simply knotted. From the way her breasts were bouncing I had guessed she had not put on any bra. She had prepared an excellent dinner for me and she was looking very relaxed and glowing. After a wash we had taken dinner together and I had asked her how her day had been and she had smiled shyly and not replied immediately so I had asked again very gently and now I had asked if there had been any visitors which she had understood as a code word for bulls. Again very shyly and softly she had said yes but had not given name, so I had asked if it was Sudhesh and she had said no, but when I had guessed the name of the naukar Vijay she had said yes.
By now we had finished our dinner and I had helped her to clean up and then we had taken some ice-cream and sat on sofa watching tv and I had fed her some ice-cream from my bowl and she had done the same for me. Then with one hand I had lifted her tee and had confirmed she had not worn a bra so I exposed her breasts and put some ice cream on them and began to lick it and suck it. She had got excited by that and had eagerly opened her jeans and she had also not worn any panties. Her smooth cunt had looked very sexy to me so I had ordered her to lie down on her back and open her legs for me and had started putting vanilla ice-cream on her cunt and eating it from there. She had moaned loudly and pulled up her tee under her arms and fondled her breasts excitedly and again I had commanded her to tell me everything that Vijay naukar had done with her. First she was not very forthcoming but then I started finger fucking her cunt also and she had burst out with all details with growing excitement and had told me how much she had enjoyed with him for about 1 full hour and how he had fucked her hard and even fucked her in her gaand and had then she had taken his cum in her mouth. She also mentioned that she had told Vijay that I was now knowing about them and after confirming from her that I would not be making trouble for him he had become even more excited by this knowledge.
Later I had taken advice from a friend on the Yahoo grop and had tied a string to the bottom of my cock. It was excellent! Even Prakriti was amazed by the results! My whole cock had become very thick and I had been able to stay hard for much longer than even with climax spray! For the first time I had fucked my wife non stop for 20-30 minutes without coming and I was also able to fuck her very hard from behind which is her favourite position. My cum was also very thick and big when I had finished and had begun to cum in her mouth and she had lovingly opened her mouth and begged for my cum inside it and taken it all on her face and breasts and in her mouth and then sexily swallowed it. Then she had given me a real fright by saying that if I continued to fuck her this way she would not need another man!!!! I felt very proud by her words but also quite disappointed which she had realized and then she had very softly asked me that was I really keen on watching her being fucked by another man yes or no. I had said yes very firmly and emphasized the same and asked if she will permit it and when she will do so. She had said it would be very likely and when I had asked again when is soon she had said in a few days and told me to be patient as she was still not 100% comfortable with the idea. So I will be patient and I will wait.
18th July 2009
Am at home only today. It had been raining very heavily whole night and all the trains were stuck so we got a message that it would be okay to take the day off for those in the suburbs. Prakriti was very happy when I had told her about this.
Last night after I had come home, I had told her I had been feeling very horny and had demanded from her by saying “I want to fuck you hard”. She had laughed happily at my words and told me at least to have a wash so I had done that. Then she had demanded for us to go and see the gym which is quite close and within walking distance so we had gone there before dinner and signed up. It is a very good gym and quite big and they have a lot of equipment. I had got a personal trainer also for 2 months and we had taken our change so we had our first workout yesterday only. Because it was my first day it was light but even then it had made me understand that I am not in good physical condition. It had felt excellent to have the workout.
After coming home she had said that if I wished I could fuck her now. I had laughed and said it was now my turn to suggest taking a bath but she had already started to take off my sweaty tee and open my shorts which I had changed from my sweat pants at the gym. She had been in her workout tights and loose tee only with a sweat shirt on top. Now she had taken off all her clothes including her sports bra and panties. By this time it had been about 9 pm and it had been raining quite heavily. So I had an idea and I had told her I wanted to fuck her in open air on our little balcony in the rain. She had become heavily excited at my suggestion. It was quite safe because between our balcony and other balconies on left and right there is a concrete divider so no one can see and also in front of our balcony there is only a big empty land with some fields and no building close by. I had put off the balcony light and we had gone out and the rain had come onto us because our balcony is facing west and the rain comes slanting inward. We had become totally wet. I had ordered her to start sucking my cock which she had done by kneeling in front of me and I had soon become quite hard and also by using the string trick I was able to stay so. She had sucked me with great hunger and asked me to put my hand on her head and fuck her mouth properly. After long time of such cock sucking she had got up and kissed me and told me to fuck her any way I wanted and again she had mentioned names of her other lovers which had made me very aroused. So I had told her to turn around and I had been able to fuck her hard from behind standing up position while she had held on to the railing. I had put my cock deep into her and also squeezed her breasts heavily and she had cried out my name loudly and begged me to fuck her harder. Our sounds had been hidden by the sound of the rain and the roaring wind. After good many minutes of fucking her thus I had told her to open her gaand for me which she had done by reaching back and opening her butt cheeks and I had pushed my cock up into her ass which is very tight. She had reacted like I had put electric shock inside her and had started using dirty language and begging and moaning and had begged me to fuck her like a rundi and a whore just like the other men I had seen doing and also said how much she loved to have a cock in her gaand. I had felt her having orgasm but was able to keep back for the first time so I had not come.
She was amazed and pleased by this and I was also. I had promised her more such fucking after dinner and had told her to make dinner in nude condition only.
Again I had taken your hint and after dinner I had got an idea. But it had been very sexy to have dinner naked and I had made her sit on my lap and put my cock (which I had cleaned) into her cunt while I had been sitting on the chair and in that way I had said we would have dinner by feeding each other. Dinner had taken a good long time and we had not been able to eat a lot.
She had asked what comes after dinner and I had teased her by saying TV! and had put her off my lap and gone to the sofa and started to watch TV. She had been very hot by now and she had come on the sofa also and said she had wanted to suck my cock some more so I had told her to do so slowly but lying on her back with her head on my lap and provided she would also masturbate with a big karela or cucumber at the same time. This also had aroused her and so while I had watched TV she had lied down with her head in my lap and very slowly sucked my cock while masturbating her shaven pussy with a nice big karela.
Somehow I had been able to hold back maybe it was because of the news I had been watching!!
After some time I had shut it off and had now used the idea that had come to me before. She had been very aroused by now and had been really writhing sexily on the sofa and moving the karela in and out of her cunt with her hips jerking up and down. I had squeezed her breasts and teased her by moving my cock in and out of her mouth by kneeling on one side of the sofa near her face and holding her head but not letting her take my cock in her mouth. She had moaned and begged me to let her suck my cock but I had laughed and said I would not relieve her from her misery unless and until she had given me what I had wanted. At these words she had gasped out and promised to give anything and asked what I had wanted so I had told her to say loudly that she was a whore and that she loved to be fucked by big cocks and by different men and that it was this only she wanted and also she would promise to let me watch her being fucked in this way. My words had aroused her and she had said yes to all of the above and repeated them and again begged to be fucked.
But I had tortured her further by asking if she had wanted to be fucked by me or should I call the watchman from the building and tell him to fuck her because she was admitting she was a rundi. To which she had replied by saying she was my rundi and would do whatever I had wanted but just now she had wanted only to be fucked by me.
So I had got up and told her to come to the bedroom but to leave the karela inside her cunt and walk like that only and also to get some good rope. She had done so and had walked with difficulty with the karela sticking out between her legs. Inside the room she had wanted to suck my cock so I had made her kneel down on the karela and press down so it had gone deep inside her and again teased her by letting her suck only a little. Then I had ordered her to lie down on her back and spread her legs and lift her arms and I had tied her to the bed with loose knots of the rope. The bondage had aroused her very much and she had now started to moan in a feverish way and begged to be fucked with her head going from one side to another. I had laughed again at seeing her tormented in this way. It had made me feel very powerful. Now I had started to fuck her with the karela and she had gone wild and started thrashing with her big breasts bouncing like crazy. I had sat backwards on her face and made her to suck my balls and lick my ass and put my cock in her mouth for a little time. When I had stopped and taken out the karela and thrown it aside she had been nearly sobbing and had again begged repeatedly in filthy language for me to put my cock in her cunt.
So I had done so and she had come almost immediately with a loud cry but I had not finished so I had untied her and made her turn on her front and tied her up again but now I had tied her hands behind her back and her ankles to the bed and pushed her forward and fucked her very hard from behind. It had felt like I was raping her but for the first time I had felt in total control and she had cried out as I had hammered my cock into her cunt at first and then again fucked her in the ass. While fucking her in the ass I had put the karela between her cunt lips and ordered her to take it and she had cried out loudly but it had gone in and I had felt her coming for second time.
Now I had untied her hands and she had flung them up and held on to the bed and jerked herself back and forth again and again. I had felt my cum coming also and now I had ordered her to drink my cum which she had done obediently like a proper sex slave.
Afterwards she had fallen into my arms and had confessed that it had been one of the best fucks she had ever had and that I should fuck her in such dirty kinky ways only. She had also again and again said how much she loves me and I had said the same to her. We had slept naked the whole night. In the middle of the night I had woken to go to the toilet and afterwards I had gone out from the sliding doors onto the balcony and enjoyed feeling the rain on my naked body and she also had joined me and we had just stood there in the open air and rain totally naked and being with each other.
Today morning after breakfast I had fucked her again and in the daytime she had seemed more shy than at night but she had even so allowed me to fuck her on the dining table on her back in her cunt and gaand. While doing so I had reminded her of her promise made to me last night but she had been shy about it.
I think she is mad with lust for the naukar and I have seen how she cannot remove her eyes from him when he is in the house. I also find it sexy. Today he has not come because of the rains, but let us see what happens. I am more hopeul each day.
19th July 2009
More and more I am keen on being a full cuck. It is something that I think is really sexy and I am able to get very hard just imagining the same. Especially with the naukar! But we shall see.
We had been to the gym again today and done cardio there and then more cardio at home after coming back! This time she had been keen and had started squeezing my cock in the lift only and as soon as we had got into the house she had dropped all her clothes and made me to lie down on the dining table on my back and given me a full blow job.
She herself had tied the cock string this time and then she had got on top and put her cunt on my cock and very slowly moved while letting me fondle her breasts. We had both been sweating and it had felt very sexy. Before going I had put some ice near the table and this time I had put ice on her breasts which had made her scream softly and also to orgasm when I put it near her cunt and near her ass. I am now thinking of something different for the night! Three times in one day! I had never imagined I would have such excellent fucking with my wife!
30th July 2009
It has been many days since I have updated.
My life with Prakriti has become like the dream I had always had since beginning but I am only living it out fully now after so many years. My wife is a combination of a sex goddess and a porn star and cheap whore and an coy and chaste wife and a caring companion all in one! I can hardly believe my luck.
We have been talking a lot and very openly and also having a lot of excellent sex. She had told me that we should call it fucking and be comfortable with that. So we are now using such words only even between us. She is happy to do anything and to try anything and also will happily expose herself around the house. She has been reading all the messages on the cuckandbull group and is very excited to know what all others are doing and saying.
We had taken some advice and tried some role playing in different ways. Playing doctor and nurse had made us both laugh very much and it had not been sexy but other things were fantastic eg when I had put on a cops uniform and pretended to enter the house and arrest her. From a fancy dress place I had got a full uniform of an inspector even with handcuffs and the cop’s danda and I had handcuffed her and stripped her and then pretended to be raping her. I had masturbated her with the danda while making her to suck my cock. She had loved being fucked so roughly and had literally screamed her pleasure and sobbed for more.
Another time I had made her dress up as a schoolgirl and pretended to be her teacher and given her a spanking for naughty behaviour before fucking her. That also she had loved.
From our talking we had realized that both of us had now become very keen on cuckolding.
24th July 2009
I had come home half day today because of the heavy rains and the flooding of the railway lines. Prakriti had not been expecting me and I had decided to surprise her. I had entered with my latch key and had found her masturbating with a big cucumber while watching a porn dvd. She had cried out in surprise upon seeing me but I had told her to continue and had enjoyed watching her like that for some time and had got a big erection.
After some time of watching her I had got on the bed and put my cock into her mouth which she had sucked hungrily while moaning and masturbating at one and the same time. I had let myself cum inside her mouth and afterwards I had asked her if she had fantasies of being fucked by one such black man. She had said yes and also said it had been very exciting to be fucked by the naukar more than any of the others. I had asked her if she had done in the last 3-4 days and she had confessed that she had not been able to resist yesterday when I had gone for work. She had asked if I was upset upon hearing this news but I had reassured her that I also was excited by the same and again repeated my request to watch her. She had said he is a good fellow and very well behaved otherwise but has a powerful sex drive which makes her feel very sexy when he fucks her very hard. I had then asked her if she had told him what all we had discussed and she had said she had told him some but not all but she feels he will be willing to be the bull. I am very excited by this information.
15th August 2009
I am sorry for not updating for so many days but it has been very intense for both Prakriti and me.
I am happy to report that we have now entered full cuckold phase in our marriage.
I feel these are the best and most happiest days I have ever known in my whole life. My beautiful wife gets fucked to her heart’s desire and I can watch or if invited even take part. But mostly I am happy to watch. Since the last time I had written to you she has been fucked by many men including Jayant, who is a professional bull and an associate of Mixo. Mixo also has himself come over and fucked Prakriti and we have also gone to his and his wife’s house. Nowadays we are quite regular in Mixo’s group.
Jayant and Mixo had both given her mind blowing fucking and once had even fucked her together one after the other for nearly two hours. They are both very very skilled and have fantastic bodies and very large cocks and they had made Prakriti almost frantic with lust. I had never seen her in such a state where she had been begging and pleading to be fucked and using all dirty words and acting like a complete whore without any shame. She had been so exhausted by their joint fucking that for two days she had slept almost all the time just to recover.
But our life has a nice steady rhythm now and all my doubts and fears have vanished into thin air. I know that she has at least one fuck daily while I am at work but it is compensated by her having one bull coming over in the evening or at night when I can also watch. On weekends it is during the day only or in the evening or at night on such weekends we join up with some couples from Mixo’s group or join the group if there is a party. I have also hosted a small such orgy party at our own place.
We are still being cautious about the naukar Vijay. She had also realized the need for caution but after some detailed discussion after many days we had decided to take the risk because Prakriti had felt that he was a trustworthy fellow who was devoted to her so we had followed her instinct.
It had turned out to be completely right which is just lucky for us. He is a very handsome young man with a strong lean body and a good cock and he loves to fuck his memsahib in front of his sahib. I can make out his enjoyment at this.
On Saturday and Sunday when he comes home for housework at about 10 or 10.30 am we always start with him giving Prakriti a first class fucking. Nowadays I sit in the armchair in the living room and they either do the fucking right in front of me or in the bedroom with the partition door pushed open so I can watch. Vijay loves to have his cock sucked and also gives her an excllent tongue fuck which she enjoys. He likes to fuck her from behind usually in front of a mirror or with a porn dvd on the TV set and also likes to fuck her up the gaand. With him she speaks only in Hindi and her words to him are very exciting and obscene.
One or two times he has come and spent the whole night and I had to sleep in the hall because they had fucked so many times like a real honeymooning couple. To me it is really exciting to see how he kisses her and puts his tongue into her mouth or how she lovingly sucks his cock for a good long time. Last week she had invited me to join and asked me also to try sucking his cock. I had been very excited and for the first time I had done so. It had excited Vijay very much to have me kneeling in front of him and sucking his cock. Sometimes now both Prakriti and I suck his cock together before he fucks her or sometimes she sits on his face so he can lick her cunt and I suck his cock. I am not willing to be fucked by him but this is very exciting. Two or three times Prakriti has also asked me to suck his cock at the finish so that he has come also on my face and in my mouth as well as hers. After such times Prakriti and I have fantastic fucking.
Mixo has very generously given us some really good sex toys like benwa balls and vibrators of different sizes, and handcuffs and leather garments for Prakriti. Not only Vijay but her other lovers including her ex-boyfriends from college days are very aroused by such aids. She does not need the vegetables any more!
Today in the evening we are meeting up with Mixo, Mala, Sonu and her husband and some others. Prakriti has been asked to perform for the group with two gigolos who Mixo is arranging. I am keenly looking forward to the same.
19th October 2009
Things between Prakriti and me are going really good nowadays. We are not fucking together so much, only about 2-3 times in a whole month but those times are fantastic and the rest of the time she is fucking some bull almost daily. The naukar Vijay is still a big favourite of hers but since the time I had emailed you before she has also been fucked by Mixo and Jayant. I had in fact paid for a good contract for two months with Jayant. He is a fantastic bull and it had not been only about fucking but he had made her feel horny for him all the time by doing many little little things that had kept her totally aroused. He had also encouraged us out of the house. We had been to a ‘wild wife’ swapping party where the only rule had been that no guy could fuck his own wife. It had been arranged by Mixo and his wife Mala. Prakriti had been fucked by 2-3 different men and at one time I had seen her being fucked in all three holes at one and the same time and which she had loved.
Later on Jayant had encouraged her to ‘go live’ meaning thereby to perform in live sex in front of the group. First time it was with Jayant, second time with a hired gigolo and third time it was with one of Mixo’s servants. After that, we had done the same by taking Vijay along with us and now he is also a regular at such events. Prakriti’s college boyfriends have also been fucking her but not in my presence (only one has agreed to do the same).
But Jayant had also taken us out of town first to Mixo’s beach house in Goa and then to another place near Khandala. It was Prakriti’s first experience of open-air fucking and she had loved it. Jayant is very muscular and had an excellent body and a big cock and she loves it when he fucks her hard with it. Through him and Mixo I had also purchased for her a number of sex toys like big vibrators which are now her favourite. I love to watch her fucking herself with the same.
11th December 2009
Again I am writing after a long gap of many months. In fact it is almost six months since I had last written seeking help about the problem which is mentioned earlier.
After the same I had received a lot of help from our dear friend Mixo and also Jayant as also one member who had written to me giving excellent suggestions and advice. With all such help my wife Prakriti and I have been able to start on a proper cuckold lifestyle and it has been totally excellent for both of us. Today there is no tension coming between us and we have becoming fully open with each other. Prakriti has got more than one bull to satisfy her including the house servant who fucks her on a daily basis at least 1-2 times per day, and also her ex-boyfriend from college days. In fact her ex has become fast friends with me and sometimes Prakriti says she is jealous of him and me because we like each other and like to hang out and chill together drinking beer and all such.
I am totally taken up with watching her when she is being fucked by another man because at such times I think she looks the most beautiful. She has a very strong sex drive and is now not ashamed of the same. So I just want to openly thank all who made this possible for us and gave us such precious freedom to enjoy.
31st December 2009
By now Vijay has become like a family member. At first he used to come only part time and he would fuck Prakriti openly right before my eyes. For last 1-2 months Prakriti has insisted for him to spend the night and he does so 4-5 times in the week and on those times she has made him to sleep in our bed. She does not wear any clothes at night and insists that Vijay and I must also be naked and she sleeps between us. Sometimes she will turn her body to me and put her arm around me but many times she also turns the other way and puts her arm around the servant. Her rule is that he can fuck her whenever he is the mood but I am not allowed to leave the bed or turn away my face or to close my eyes. So, many times I am forced to watch my naukar and my wife fucking right before my very own eyes.
I can admit that even after all this time it is hard for me especially when they start taunting me by saying I cannot satisfy her fully (which is true) and that Vijay has a cock that is much bigger than mine and which she loves. I also very jealous when I see the way she lets him kiss her by putting his tongue deep into her mouth just like a lover. She loves to suck his cock also and does so many times in every fucking session and he also again and again gives her a long pussy licking and finger fucking. Sometimes while she is sucking his cock he will make me masturbate her with a dildo or a vibrator and that is also very painful for me.
Last week for the first time she asked him to invite his best friend for a threesome and I had to watch how Vijay and his buddy Anand who is also a naukar had fucked her non stop. They had fucked her one by one and then together many times. She had said she had loved it and in past one week Anand has come over 2-3 times for more such fucking.
But it is worth it for me because there is no doubt that she is enjoying having such sex and has begun to look very beautiful as a result and she is really happy and for this reason I am happy also. Whenever I see her happiness all my own troubles and pain and envy seems to be fully worth it and at such times I only wish and pray she has as much such happiness as she wants for howsoever long and howsoever often she wants.
Last few days I am on casual leave from the office and yesterday afternoon only Anand had come over and he and Vijay had fucked her in our little hall-cum-dining right in the middle of the day in full light with nothing being hidden. I had been very aroused and excited and I had put on some good music to match the excited and feverish mood.
After kissing both of them and letting them fondle her body and take off her clothes she had kneeled between them and started sucking their cocks turn by turn for a long time and had even tried to suck both cocks at one and the same time. Then on the sofa she had continued sucking Vijay while Anand had started licking her cunt and finger-fucking her and after a long time of that she had turned on her front and started sucking Anand while Vijay had fucked her from behind. She had called out very loudly and proclaimed how good it had felt.
They had started fucking her hard in many positions and then they had started playing a game in which each one would fuck her hard for some time and then the other would ‘cut in’ like a relay race and start fucking her. In this way they had exchanged places many a time and I had seen her having many orgasms. They had continued like this for nearly 30-45 minutes non-stop till she was exhausted and then both of them had taken turns to fuck her ass and had then cum in her mouth.
Her whole body was covered with combined sweat and the cum of the two naukars and then she had asked me to lick it up which I had lovingly done while the two naukars had taunted me. I had a big erection and she had taken pity on me and sucked my cock and let me also come into her mouth.
31st December 2009
At first I had been very worried about concerns regarding Prakriti fucking with the servants. But she had said she had really really wanted to do the same because she had found it very sexy to have such intimate contact which is totally banned by our society. Also she had found that the naukars like to fuck her in a rough manner which she really enjoys and finds very exciting.
But our Vijay is extremely trustworthy and is really very affectionate in real life and very protective about Prakriti. One day some roadside fellow had made a comment while she was coming back from her marketing and Vijay had got ready with his buddies to go and bash up the fellow but I had come home just then and stopped him.
Prakriti had also been very upset and had cried a lot in fear and worry and seeing her in that way had upset him and me both very much. Vijay had become emotional and had openly declared that if anyone ever harmed her or said anything bad he would kill that person. Such is his concern and love for my wife. So I am now confident that he will never behave badly with us or cross his limit. As Prakriti had once told me quite angrily when I had said to her about my worries that he is also a human being and just because he is a servant and a poor person it does not mean that he does not have honour and decency or that he is not a good person when actually so many people who have a lot of money and are in high society are such horrible people. I had seen a lot of sense in her words and I had begun to respect and admire her attitude and approach and above all her fairness in thinking like this which I can assure you is very rare and unusual.
Today Vijay had gone out to meet some relatives but Anand had come over in the afternoon about 4 pm and I had watched how they had fucked in the bedroom without any inhibition. She really likes to suck a big cock and Anand’s cock is bigger than even Vijay’s being longer and thicker. She had been naked and kneeling on the bed on which he had been lying on his back and in that position she had sucked his cock for a really long time and had caressed her breasts and face with it.
After a very long time of cock sucking I had been amazed how he had been able to withstand and then she had got on top and kneeled over his face and made her lick her pussy from underneath and then they had begun to have a long 69 position, after which she had got on top of his lap and pushed her cunt down deeply onto his cock. They had not been in a rush and he had fucked her slowly and fondled her all the time while she had been rocking up and down on his cock. When her excitement had become intense he had started thrusting up hard under her and that had made her cry out loudly and then he had started to hit her buttocks and breasts with his hands quite sharply, and which made her cry out even more loudly and have a big orgasm.
Then he had fucked her on her back on the bed and then from behind in the doggy style which is her absolute favourite position. She had experienced 2-3 more orgasms and then he had cum right in her pussy.
After they had finished she had lain on the bed and spread her legs and demanded for me to lick her pussy clean while she had sucked Anand’s cock still some more. He had slowly become hard again and I had dutifully lapped up all his cum from her cunt. She had stopped sucking the naukar‘s cock briefly to order me to swallow up his cum and not to spit it out and the servant had jeered at me on hearing her words. I had been able to tell that she was still very horny as she had asked me to put my finger into her and scoop out all his cum. Because of my love for her I had put aside my distaste at doing such things and had tasted the naukar‘s cum. It had tasted strange but also somewhat exciting.
I had thought she and Anand would fuck some more but instead she had said enough and had ordered us both to go outside. She had put on a long loose tee shirt and nothing else and had prepared tea and hot snacks for us in the kitchen which we had eaten at the dining table with her serving us both like a proper housewife but Anand had continued to be fully naked. I had seen how she looked longingly at his big cock and he had grinned when he saw where her eyes had dwelled. Just then the bell had rung and I had answered the door after looking through the peephole and had opened it to welcome Vijay. He had greeted me politely and then gone past me into the house where he had swept up Prakriti in her arms and kissed her and fondled her body which was naked under her simple tee with no undergarments.
She had offered him tea and snacks but he had said he had a different kind of hunger and had ordered her to kneel in front of him and suck his cock. I had been able to tell that he was very randy. She had obeyed like an obedient slut and had kneeled on the floor and opened his pants and taken out his cock and taken it quickly into her mouth and started sucking him hard. He had grunted and gasped while fucking her mouth and had put his hands on her head and moved it backwards and forwards in front of him. He had pulled up her tee and she had raised her arms to help him take it off so she was now naked while he was with his pants at his feet and his shirt fully open and his hips jerking backwards and forwards in front of her face. I had seen his hard cock going in and out of her mouth and heard her loud slurping sounds and I had become very hard at the sight. He had told her in Hindi to keep sucking his cock and called her rundi and rahnd while doing so.
After a long time he had pushed her head back and I had seen she was very aroused. He had commanded me to clear the table and I had done so quickly and he had made Prakriti get on top of it and to lie down on her back and spread her legs very wide open with her feet resting on two chairs. Now her body was between me and Vijay who was at the opposite side of the rectangular shaped dining table. Prakriti had moaned in her excitement and begged him to fuck her hard and to put his big lund deep into her cunt. Anand and Vijay had laughed at her words and then Vijay had slowly pushed his cock into her cunt and going in very deep. She had gasped and cried out and arched her back on the table and moaned her excitement and loving of such fucking she was getting and begged for more. As Vijay had begun to fuck her hard by pushing his hips backwards and forwards during which I had been able to see his big cock thrusting in and out of her cunt and with her body jerking on the table and her big breasts bouncing Anand had got up and come to one side of the table and made her to turn her face and take his cock in her mouth. Now the two naukars had begun their taunting of me by saying I was a hijda and a bhadva who could not satisfy my rundi wife who only likes naukar lund and who was a real tharki and rahnd for naukar lund. Then they had asked her to repeat the same and she had done so while moaning in excitement. The harsh words which are now part of our agreement of role play had even so burned my ears.
Now Anand was squeezing her breasts while Vijay was holding her legs apart in his hands and fucking her even harder and she was now softly shrieking in pleasure and in between sucking greedily on Anand’s cock which was now again swollen. In that way she had one big orgasm but Vijay and Anand had kept on fucking her saying this was their very own New Year’s Eve Party.
After a long time Vijay had pulled his cock out of her cunt and made her turn around and bend foward on the table on her forearms and to put her knees on two chairs which he had turned sideways for her comfort. Then he had slowly pulled those chairs more and more apart so her whole cunt and gaand were exposed widely to him. In this way she was directly faceing to me with her face shining with lust and excitement and her big breasts dangling. Vijay had slapped her buttocks 3-4 times making her cry out and then asked her if she wanted to be fucked by her naukar and she had moaned her yes, and then he had asked if she had wanted to be fucked in her chuth or her gaand and she had said both. Both of them had laughed at her expected reaction and Vijay had said they would both fuck her in both places and also in her mouth turn by turn.
So first Vijay plunged his cock into her cunt and began to fuck her very hard which made her cry out. Her body jerked violently and her breasts had bounced very heavily backwards and forwards in front of me and she had then reached out and made me to hold her hands which she gripped tightly all the while begging the naukar to fuck her even harder. Anand and Vijay had laughed at the sight and Anand had lifted one leg high and put his foot on the dining table and pushed his cock into her mouth while squeezing her tits with one hand and holding her head with the other. Vijay had continued fucking her without mercy for a long time and had then pulled out and grabbed the butter dish from where I had put it and anointed his cock heavily with it and also lubed her gaand with it with his middle finger and then he had slowly pushed his cock up into her ass. She had cried out loudly at the same, stopping her sucking of Anand’s cock but very soon he made her take it in his mouth again. Vijay had buggered my wife right in front of my eyes and she had loved every minute of it. After gaand-maroing her for some good time he had given up his place to Anand and taken Anand’s place in her mouth and I had watched as she lovingly sucked Vijay’s cock which had just now been going in and out of her ass. Now Anand had fucked her in the cunt and then in her ass just like Vijay had done and just before he had finished Vijay had held up her head and cum right on her face and in her mouth splashing his cum all over her face and hair and even on her dangling breasts and puddling on the table. No sooner had he finished his big cum then Anand had done the same by fucking her mouth for a few minutes and also cumming in her mouth and on her face and head and her breasts. Then both of them had smeared the cum all over her face and shoulders and neck and breasts and made her lick it up from their fingers. The table top was splashed with their cum and they picked up that also on their hands and smeared it on her buttocks and ass and in her cunt and also again on her face and breasts.
She had been trembling and exhausted and had collapsed on the table panting heavily and moaning in a drunken way. Now Anand and Vijay had gone back to their role as servants and had begun to clear up the food and washing up in the kitchen. I had asked if she was okay and she had nodded and smiled gently at me and had told me thank you for letting me have this and also told me how much she loved me. She had then asked if I would please bathe her and so I had gone into the shower with her and given her a very hot bath with some nice scented soap and aromatic bath oils which she loves.
Then she had put on a clean tee and said she had wanted to rest so I had turned off the lights and tucked her into the bed under a nice blanket and gone out of the room. I had gone into the kitchen and Vijay had asked if she was okay and had called her as bhabhi. I had said yes, she is fine, but tired and he had been visibly relieved and had relaxed. Anand had also been looking tense and now he had said that we should not be so rough with bhabhi. Vijay had agreed but I had said it is okay once in a while if she wants it but they should not force her. Vijay had looked shocked and said sa’ab you very well know we will never do anything against her wishes or let any harm befall her so you do not have to remind us of our duty!
Tonight we have been invited by Mixo to a special evening for a terrace party for a very small group. It is a big privilege. He has asked us to bring Vijay and Anand along. We are looking forward to the same very much. In fact Prakriti is getting ready now and really taking a long time so I have a lot of time to write for so long.
Also Mixo had asked me a couple of months back whether Prakriti would like to work as an escort just for fun for maybe 1-2 nights at the escort service which he knows and which has good and discrete clients. He has offered that instead of servicing customers she can perform in a live show for a small audience of 6-10 clients if she wishes. I was shocked at the idea and had told him angrily that my wife is not a real whore but he had persuaded me to at least ask her. I had done so and to my surprise she had been very excited and had said she would like to try both just for fun. I have told the same to Mixo but he has added that it will have to be in my presence only and she is also insisting on the same. I am very uncomfortable about the same but as she is very keen I have agreed on a trial basis. Maybe it will happen soon.
Prakriti has been able to reach her full sexual potential and ability thanks to the help of people on the Yahoo group and especially Mixo and it has made her very happy and made us very secure with each other because we are now sharing something that can never be taken away from us. Sometimes I think that all this fucking is of meaning but what is really important is that it is the way that has brought us closer together than we had ever dreamed of becoming and I think that is truly a God given gift. Most of all I like to look into her eyes when she is being fucked like this and when she is having an orgasm and there is sheer heavenly bliss to be seen there as if she has seen or attained something Divine like a union with the Almighty.
2nd January 2010
Happy New Year!
On 31st evening we had an excellent party at Mixo’s place. It is a very big house with a big terrace adjoining a penthouse. Mixo is very wealthy and has excellent taste and he and Mala have done up the house in a really tasteful way. The terrace has a nice lawn, jacuzi and small swimming pool also. We had been 8 couples in all, us two, Mala and Mixo, Mala’s sister Sonu and her hubby Hitesh, their cousin Lajja and her hubby Bharat, and Jayant and his companion from many years Madhavi, another couple named Viraj and Tarun and lastly Sheetal and Anish who are a young Maharashtrian couple from Pune and who had been married about 6-7 years back and had in 2008 been brought into cuckolding by Mixo and Jayant. In fact Jayant had been suggested by Mixo to Sheetal and Anish and for about 6 months he had been the professional bull in their life.
All the ladies in this group are very hot and sexy and I was very happy and proud that my Prakriti was easily accepted among them and was beautiful enough to fit into such a group. I had found all of them very arousing but most of all Lajja.
We had as Mixo had told us brought Vijay and Anand with us and also there were lots of other naukars from Mixo’s own home. I think there had been a total of 4 maids and 8 naukars including our two. Also the maids were very sexy and 2 out of 4 were married and 2 were not married. The 2 married maids were by name Leela who is dusky and has a very beautiful face and a fantastic body and Hansa who has a fair complexion and is also with a good body. Both of them are Gujarati. The two who were not married were Suman who had almost film star type looks and had a slim build but had a darkish complexion and Rajashri who had an excellent body.
In the beginning we had just relaxed with drinks and some excellent food. It had been the first time that Prakriti and I had tasted the cheese preparation called fondu. It was very tasty with the warm bread. Mixo had served us excellent drinks being high quality whisky (“single malt”), vodka and delicious red and white wines. Prakriti and I do not have very much knowledge about these things but I had seen she was also enjoying her vodka preparation and I had heard Mala telling her to sip it slowly or she would get drunk and not enjoy the rest of the evening. We had a lot of laughter and joking as everybody had relaxed and warmly welcomed us into the group. The servants had politely served us all the time and were bringing food and drinks.
The real party had only started after midnight as Mixo had announced that we would be bringing in the New Year with a bang “or better still a gang bang” to use his own words. I had got a big shock at first at hearing his words but everyone had laughed and I had joined in thinking the same was a joke. But I had an even bigger shock when after we had greeted each other on the stroke of midnight and then Mixo had passed around small ‘shot’ glasses which Jayant had called it Mixo’s special brew. I do not know what he had put into it but it was pretty good tasting, slightly sweet but with a nice lemon and orange flavour also and just a little bitterness. We all had 2-3 such drinks.
Within 5-10 minutes I had begun to feel very strange and carefree and very relaxed. Everyone had also been in the same mood. I had noticed that the servants had also had 2-3 such drinks which Mixo had given them by carrying a tray specially for them.
Then Mixo had put on some good music with a nice beat and only then I realized that some of his so-called naukars were professional gigolos or strippers or maybe they were really his naukars but who had been specially trained. But all 6 had started dancing very well and we had pulled up chairs near to the dancing area and the ladies had been clapping and cheering and the naukars or gigolos had started doing their strip tease. As each one took of one item of clothing the ladies were cheering more and more and I had seen that my Prakriti had also joined in very enthusiastically and was also clapping. I had seen she was obviously very excited and aroused. Then the dancers had asked for our Vijay and Anand to join and they had at first been shy but I think the shots had also worked on them and soon they had also joined in.
Soon the 8 guys were dancing in only their briefs and the 6 pros were wearing jock straps which showed their big cocks but Vijay and Anand also had tight small briefs so their cocks could also be seen and I had seen how Lajja and Mala and Madhavi and Sonu and Sheetal had cheered upon seeing them and shouted out to take them off. Then each one had turn by turn taking it off and showed his full cock and some of the cocks were amazing!
Then one by one they had come up and masturbated their cocks in front of the ladies who had screamed in delight and reached out for them but the guys had laughed and gone back and even our Vijay and Anand had done so. Then they had laid down in a line on the floor with their big cocks sticking up and continued to masturbate. Now I had seen that the ladies were openly fondling themselves on their breasts and in between their legs but now the maids had come and also started dancing and stripping and I had also joined in the cheering. After the maids were fully naked also they had danced to the guys who were lying on the floor and now they had made 4 threesomes in front of us with one maid being fucked at one at the same time by two naukars. For a little time we had been silent and Mixo had made the music soft so that we could hear them grunting and gasping and I had seen Vijay and one guy fucking the maid by name Leela and Anand and another guy fucking the young maid by name Suman.
Then the maids had stopped and come among us and had chosen from the sahibs. Mixo and Jayant had stayed out so we had 4 maids for 6 guys and myself had been chosen by Leela who had taken my hand and begun to take off my clothes and had then kneeled in front of me and started sucking my cock.
Meanwhile the naukars had taken the ladies being 2 naukars for each lady and had gone into the house and I had seen Prakriti going inside with two of the naukars while Vijay and one guy had gone with Sonu and Anand and one guy had gone with Lajja.
After that I do not remember everything exactly but some things I can remember very clearly. Like for instance some people being in the pool which was heated and having fun there and also fucking there and two couples in the jacuzzi. Inside the house I had seen Prakriti in one bedroom being heavily fucked by two naukars and later on by Anish and Bharat.
I myself had never felt so strong and virile and had been able to cum 2-3 times including with Lajja who was like a female demon and had wanted to be fucked harder and harder and one time with Sonu who is absolutely fantastic also.
We had fallen asleep in that place only and in the morning of 1st January we had woken up and I had been in one bedroom with Prakriti next to me. Both of us had been confused and we had asked if it had been real and Prakriti had said she did not remember but she had been feeling very good and then she had asked me to fuck her. So for about 30-40 minutes in the morning we had fucked slowly and I had fucked her in 3-4 different positions and had made her to cum 3-4 times before I had fucked her in her ass and had cum inside her like that. Then we had slept some more time and had woken up only by around 11-30 or so.
Strange to tell but today a new Hindi movie had been released with a similar theme starring Neha Dhupia and Rajat Kapoor titled Raat Gayi Baat Gayi in which also at a party there is a hint of such things and not remembering the next morning!!!
When we had gone out it was a 100% normal house and every guest was there but only 3-4 naukars were around plus our two and 2 maids. Everyone was fully dressed and chatting quietly with some people reading papers and somebody watching TV and somebody doing exercises and 3-4 people swimming in the pool. During the day time the house had looked even more beautiful having lots of light and good breeze and all the furnishings and fittings we could make out had been top class.
Then Mala and Sonu and Lajja had come out of the kitchen and asked us all to join at the big dining table on the porch for a brunch when we had fresh orange juice, eggs how we liked them, lots of hot brown bread toast with thick butter and jam and marmalade, fresh pohe and dahi-khichdi, puri-bhaji, hot jalebis and gathias, and also pancakes and waffles and of course tea and excellent coffee. It was very refreshing and had tasted really excellent.
We had returned home only at about 4 pm on the 1st afternoon as after the brunch we all had a nice siesta also and then tea before leaving to drive all the way back to our place at Thane.
There had been almost no traffic and after some time on the way back Prakriti had looked at me in her special way and I had understood right then what she had wanted. A couple years back I had bought a Maruti Versa mini van and few months back when Vijay had become Prakriti’s regular lover I had contacted my college batch mate who is a dealer in car products and he had given me some nice dark sunfilm for the side windows and also the back window. From him only I had got the number of a garage in Pune which makes modifications so I had got some changes made by putting good curtains on the side and back windows and also making the back seat so that it can become flat.
Sometimes we like to go to Lonavala for a weekend and at such times Prakriti likes to be in the back with the seat folded down flat and having a fuck with one of the naukars. 1st Jan was also like that only and since there was no traffic it had felt quite safe so I had stopped so that she had gone to the back seat with Anand, and Vijay had come up to the front seat next to me. I had only seen some of her action in the rear view mirror but Vijay had turned around to watch and had been grinning and narrating to me what all was going on and had described in detail how she had sucked Anand’s cock for a good long time all the way till we had gone past Chunabhatti junction and had entered the Eastern Express Highway after which she had got on top of him with her back to him and facing forwards to the driver seat. I had been able to hear her and because there had been no signals on the way she had been quite loud and also with the airconditioning and the special window glasses I had spent on the car is quite silent and inside noise cannot be heard outside in traffic anyways.
Vijay had told me to slow down so that Anand and Prakriti could finish and then I had heard her coming and also heard him grunting and crying out and Vijay had told me that he had cum right in her cunt.
When we had got back to our place we had dropped Anand and Vijay off a little distance before our home and Prakriti had come into the front passenger seat again and had told me that her cunt was full of Anand’s cum and it had felt very good and while saying so she had smiled sexily knowing I was aroused. Then she had added that she had not worn her panties and his cum was still dripping from her cunt into her jeans. All such talking had made me very horny so when we had reached home I had grabbed her roughly and torn off all her clothes and made her to suck my cock hard for some good time and then fucked her very roughly on the sofa and had even made her cry out. I had made her kneel on the sofa and put her arms on the back of it and in that position I had stood up behind her and fucked her hard for a long time. Her cunt had felt slippery and smooth with Anand’s cum inside it and then I had enjoyed making her suck my cock till I had cum right into her mouth.
After about one hour Anand and Vijay had come to the house as per normal. I had seen that Vijay was still excited by what all he had seen her doiing in the car with Anand and she had readily agreed and had seemed to be eager and ready for some good fucking but I had no interest in watching today so I had requested to be excused but asked her to leave the door open. I had worked on my comp and read the newspapers and a good novel but since the room door had been open I had been able to hear and even see everything when I wanted. She had asked the two naukars to fuck her turn by turn and not together so that she could enjoy more so that one would fuck her for some long time and then the other guy would cut in and then the first guy would continue. This way she had almost non stop fucking for a long time and had also 4-5 big orgasms before they had finished fucking her. Then she had taken a good nap and the guys had cleaned up and had their baths and started cleaning up the house as per normal.
Later on yesterday in the evening Mixo had called and again asked if Prakriti and I had thought about his offer for her to be at the escort service and I had told him that she and I had discussed about the same yesterday and she had expressed great keenness but also had said that she did not want to be a professional prostitute. Mixo had explained that she would not be so doing from force or to earn a living but only of her own choice so it should not make such a big difference. However Prakriti had said she would first like to try by performing and had asked how many people would be watching and if they would be screened or visible to her and Mixo had said there would be 6 or 8 in the audience being both ladies and gents and that they would be in the same room but the lighting would be on Prakriti and a little on me or the audience can be put behind a glass partition but which he did not recommend since the real thrill and experience was to know the reaction from the audience. So Prakriti had said okay to that and had asked when and Mixo had said tomorrow (meaning today itself) in the evening!! He had also told to make sure she had no more fucking till the event and she had promised.
Prakriti and I are very excited but also quite nervous about the same. She had asked if her partner could be Vijay or Anand but Mixo had said no it would have to be a professional gigolo only so that is also exciting but also making us quite nervous!! I will write more about that shortly.
14th April 2010
So much has changed in our lives! Prakriti had loved the live show. Her chosen gigolo had been incredible. He had a fabulous body and big, dark cock. The audience had been clearly visible and comprising of about 10 couples (Mixo had said the demand had been more than expected!)
Prakriti had been very turned on by the idea of such ‘live’ fucking. She had done exceedingly well in her performance and nothing had been faked. She had had about 5-6 major orgasms and the gigolo had fucked her in all different ways and positions and in each and every whole. Her cries had been ringing out in the small auditorium. I had sat on one side and had watched how he had fucked her expertly till she was sobbing with ecstasy and openly begging for more. At last he had cum and showered his cum all over her face and breasts and she had lovingly licked it all and swallowed it.
She had got a standing ovation! There had been demands for an ‘encore’! Mixo had later telephoned to say that there had been a huge demand for booking her and also that many of the women in the audience had been inspired by her. There had also been a very big demand by couples to watch her again being fucked especially by a naukar or a tapori. Mixo had once again repeated his request to us to consider if she would like to work as an escort.
Finally she had said yes but on a trial basis. I had gone with her on the first time. The service has excellent facilities being one entire hotel where one part is discreetly kept aside for such activity while the rest is a proper hotel. Prakriti’s first client had been a young Gujarati man in about his mid-30’s or early-40’s but with an excellent body and being quite lean and good looking and obviously very rich. It had not at all been like some cheap whoring. They had sat together and had coffee and sandwiches and dainty little bitings. Then she had sat next to him on the sofa and he had put his arm around her shoulder and she had turned her face towards him and put her hand on his thigh. I had been watching from behind a one-way mirror from which I had seen everything. There had also been a compulsory video via a hidden spy camera.
Soon Prakriti had removed her tight tee shirt and skirt and been only in her sexy black thong panties and a tight lacy black bra which she had pulled down to expose her breasts. I had seen how her nipples had already become hard. She had opened her client’s shirt and he had bent his head and sucked her breasts while finger-fucking her shaven cunt which had made her moan loudly. Then she had kneeled in front of him and opened his pants and very lovingly sucked his cock, which was quite good being a little above average. He had moaned at her expert cock-sucking and put his hand on her head and moved it up and down. His pre-cum had filled up her mouth and had spilled outside on her cheeks and neck and breasts.
In the bedroom she had made him to lie down on the bed and had sucked his cock again for a good long time. He had moaned in excitement and then she had got up and put her cunt down on his cock very slowly and I had seen his gasp and heard her moan. She had flung her head back and squeezed her own breasts and then lifted them and licked her nipples and which had aroused him like anything. He had started to fuck her by holding her waist and pumping his hips and down. She had cried out loudly while bouncing her body on his cock. Her big swollen breasts had bounced heavily up and down and she had flung back her head and cried out again and again.
After some time she had on her own got off his cock and turned around on the bed on her forearms and knees. He had kneeled behind her and rammed his cock hard into her cunt and started to fuck her very hard. She had shrieked out and had begged him to fuck her harder and had clutched at the bedsheets as he had banged his hips hard at her buttocks. I had been able to hear the sound of that. Then he had stopped and made her turn on her back and had kneeled between her legs and she had opened them wide and he had bent over her and plunged his cock into her and had started thrusting powerfully in and out of her cunt. She had cried out again with her face jerking from one side to the other and her hips also moving with his and her big breasts bouncing like anything and making heavy circular motions. She had experienced 2-3 orgasms already and now she had one more. The client had then jerked out of her and put his cock near her mouth and she had opened her mouth willingly and taken his cum inside it. He had groaned at seeing her swallowing his cum and licking it from her fingers and cheeks and smearing it on her breasts and face.
In two days time Mixo had telephoned to say that the booking list was enough for three whole weeks! What was very surprising was that Prakriti had received a huge amount for this fucking even after the 40% cut taken by the service, plus she had received a cash tip from the client and also an expensive wrist watch as a gift!
Prakriti had told me that it had been very exciting to be fucked by a total stranger like that and also to get paid for the same and not even knowing his name. She has agreed to start work there but on a part-time basis. She has also agreed to do one live show every month.
It is hard to believe as I am watching her now with Vijay how much our life has changed since last July! In one year only it has gone totally 180 degrees and we have gone from the edge of a total disaster to complete happiness!
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